Auwww.. sakitnya!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Interrupting post... please note that this post is cutting the line of all the other post. Heheheheh... this is urgent and the latest update on eiliyah.

Hari ni is really not my day. Why? Because from yesterday.. ibu planned nak ajak Cik Mar g pasar pagi Kulim and Cik Mar agreed. But after informing to Hababah... it just seems that our plan cannot go through because Hababah needs to send Cik Muni to the bus station early tomorrow morning.. and not sure where Habib will take Hababah after that. Also later that night, Cik Mar mentioned that Uncle Zaffi is gonna fetch them tomorrow morning.. So ibu guess that the plan was just cancelled.

But the next morning... Cik Mar called and mentioned that Hababah is already on her way back and if we wanted to go.. we need to go early. My sunshine just kinda shine again. Hahhaha.. actually ibu dah lama sangat tak pegi pasar pagi Kulim ni. Rasanya last was when ibu was still in school. After siap2.. ibu kejut eiliyah g rumah Hababah. Mase nak kuar rumah.. alamak... hujan renyai2 plak. But still no problem to proceed with the plan.

Sampai kat rumah Hababah.. tetibe hujan makin lebat. So.. ibu ngan Cik Mar makan dulu. After makan hujan kembali reda. So ibu and Cika mAr tinggal Aysha Nureiliyah and Aryan Zufayri kat Hababah and Habib... and headed out. Sampai je kat setengah jalan.. tetibe hujan was super lebat.. smp susah nak nampak the road. Alamak... check plak dalam car.. payung takde. Umbrella ibu tertinggal kat ofis yesterday. Lupa nak bawak balik pulak! Pastu come to think of it... mesti ramai yang tak berniaga coz hujan was really2 super lebat. So... we changed our destination to Giant. Senang parking and tak kena hujan. Mmg ibu tak de rezeki nak pegi la pasar kulim tu nampaknya. Masuk dalam Giant... alamak.. still not open yet. It opens at 10am... Ibu and Cik Mar had to wait about 15 minutes.

After shopping2, ibu ngan Cik Mar pun balik.. kuar tak lama sangat coz mase kat Giant Pah called and said that she was going to fetch ibu and eiliyah at around 12 noon. Sampai kat rumah Hababah... it took some time untuk ibu pujuk eiliyah balik rumah.. ye la nak kemas barang lagi. Eiliyah mase tu tgh sebok and sronok main ngan Habib. Lagipun i was still raining mase tu.. nak kuar rumah pun cam malas.

Sampai je kat rumah.. kalut kat la nak kemas barang because it was already noon. After a few minutes Pah and Aunty Diny sampai. They had to wait a while. Lagipun eiliyah ajak plak Aunty Diny play dulu.. hehehhe.. but actually Aunty Diny was in a hurry... ade kenduri katanya. So.. kalut gak la balik rumah Pah.

Sampai je kat rumah Pah... ibu took out ibu and eiliyah's beg into the house. Pah plak amik eiliyah.. biasa la.. eiliyah nak kuar kreta takes time skit dengan nak pakai kasutnya.... and suka main acah2nya. But mase ibu letak barang dalam house... tetibe dengan cam bunyi tutup pintu and then suddenly eiliyah menangis kuat. Ibu thought yang eiliyah terapit jari ke tangan ke... but bile kuar.. tgk Pah trying to pujuk her and said terkena bot kreta kat kepala. Confuse gak la ibu.. ingatkan Pah dukung eiliyah and nak amik barang dalam bot kreta and eiliyah terhantuk. But Pah kata.. Pah amik eiliyah and asked her to go inside.. while Pah was taking some things out of the bot.. and mase nak tutup bot tu.. tak perasan yang eiliyah actually somehow was beside Pah maybe trying to see what Pah is doing... and Pah tutup bot terkena kepala eiliyah. Kena plak kat bucu kreta bot kreta wira.. aduhhh.. terbayang ibu akan kesakitannya. Pah was a bit panic.. so ibu took over to comfort eiliyah. Actually ibu was still blur how it had happen...

Bile mase dalam rumah.. ibu pujuk eiliyah.. of course she was crying in pain. Then Pah came in.. and bile check kepala eiliyah kalau bengkak ke benjol.. But... aduhh... it was bleeding plak. Pah terus turm into panic mood. So ibu knew that i had to stay calm. After seeing the bleeding.. it was not so very2 bad. Yes... mmg scary but not to the extend of sampai meleleh2 tepi kepala or muka. So...wiped it with tissue to see how big was the wound actually. Not so big... if compared to how it sounds like during the banging. So.. ibu still in good control of my calmness. After pujuk2.. eiliyah was getting better.. nangis dah berenti but cannot see or touch her head... kalau tak she'll cry. Mase demah kepala dia mg she cried la... after that ok..

Nak bawak eiliyah g klinik.. ibu thought better go to child specialist yang biase tu.. they should know better how bad the effect is to children... because it involves her head. kalau tempat lain.. maybe ok.. kepala ni.. ibu rsau la.. takut ade blood clog inside. But that time was 1.30pm.. klinik closed for lunch time. Aunty Diny plak nak pakai kreta g kenduri. So.. Pah suh Aunty Diny g kenduri cepat2 and balik to take eiliyah to klinik.

Lepas Aunty Diny siap2.. dah early 2pm....and Aunty Diny's friend yang g kenduri semua dah balik. Terus Aunty Diny tak jadik pegi kenduri. Ditambah plak ngan mmg hujan... kesian Aunty Diny.. balik semata2 nak g kenduri tapi tak jadi pegi. Ibu called ayah to inform... mmg cuak gak la nak bagi tak ayah,,,, sure ayah marahnya. After bgtau ayah bising gak la... but ayah suruh g klinik check cepat2 takut darah beku kat kepala... bahaya.

Ibu sempat took a few photos untuk show kat ayah.. how's the condition of eiliyah's head. Tak leh nak amik banyak2.. eiliyah nangis bile pegang and kacau kepala dia. Maybe she's scared... but she looks ok... so ibu tak la worry teramat2 sgt. Kalau she just kept crying nonstop.. maybe ibu panic la.. but she can sembang2.. so it actually helps ibu a lot. Pah mmg kalut nak g klinik dah.. risau la cucu Pah sakit kan. So.. we went to the child specialist... but aikksss.. tutup plak. Ibu ingatkan dia bukak lambat skit coz maybe the pekerja tak balik makan lagi.. but Pah check kat pintu dia.. ade tampal kertas saying that their close for some reason on that day and the next day. Aduhh... time ni la nak tutup pun.

Ni lepas dah lap skit darah tu...

Ni lepas lap lagi skali..

After calling ayah.. ayah kata go to any klinik will do. So we went to Klinik Makbul. Mase nak daftar tu.. the pekerja asked sakit ape. Lepas inform, they said.. better go to hospital or any other clinic coz need to x-ray the head. Bahaya for budak2 lagipun eiliyah kecik lagi. They said kat their clinic there is no x-ray. Mendengar penjelasan derang... ibu started to worry a bit already.

So we went to look for another klinik. Tgh dok cari2 tu.. eiliyah dah tertido inside the car...lepas minum susu. We went to klinik Joe Fernandez coz ade x-ray. Mase daftar tu.. the pekerja kata they do not do x-ray for head. That one need to go to hospital. Alamak.. ibu dah risau dah dalam hati. But Pah kata we should at least see what the doctor have to say first.

Ibu and Pah je masuk bilik doktor.... The doctor took a look at eiliyah's wound and said.. tak perlu x-ray. But need to stich 1 jarum coz the wound was not big but a bit deep. Aduhh.. sakitnya anak ibu nanti nak kena jahit plak. Dalam hati Allah je tau cam ne ibu rase mase tu. I don't feel i'm fit enough to hold eiliyah during the stiching time. How i felt if only ayah was around..... But ibu have to be strong!

Ibu tanya doktor.. ade bagi bius tak.. sbb i know my daughter well. Doctor kata yes.. ade. But then later another doctor came in... and said it's better if they just spray bius only. Kalau injection, dah sakit and eiliyah sure bangun... then nak jahit another time sakit lagi. So the best is spray bius je. First pembantu doctor tu cut off eiliyah's hair a bit. Mase potong rambut pun nampak cam sakit je... sbb betoi2 dekat area wound tu.. and cam tumpul or cara pembantu tu potong cam sakit je. Thank you Allah..so so much sbb tidurkan eiliyah time tu. Alhamduliilah.. if not ibu tak tau la camne nak handle the situation.

After spray kepala tu.. eiliyah dah cam terasa skit...but still sleeping. Then the doctor suruh ibu pegang kepala eiliyah kuat2 while Pah dukung eiliyah. Mase doktor cucuk jarum kat kepala eiliyah tu.. Ya Allah.. sakitnya ibu rasa bagi pihak eiliyah. Melihatkan jarum yang bengkok ala2 cam mata kail tu... arghhhh.. seram masih terasa. Especially mase jarum tu kuar at the other end... macam dalam sangat doktor tu cucuk. Mase doktor tu cucuk.. eiliyah terus woke-up.

Mesti rasa sakit kan sayang.... terus nangis and tak mau dok diam dah. Darah came out a lot more from where the needele poke and poke back out. Actual a lot more than the actual wound. Mmg sedih ibu rasa mase tu... eiliyah plak nangis sakit... doctor plak suh ibu pegang kepala kuat2 cos doktor nak ikat benang tu. Woww.. what an experince.

Mase pembantu tu nak cuci skit darah kat kepala eiliyah.. mmg susah la... eiliyah dah jage... and mane nak dok diam lagi dah. But Alhamdulillah.. after pujuk2 eiliyah stop crying. Bile eiliyah stop.. ibu rasa lega sangat..meaning sakit eiliyah maybe dah kurang. So... doktor pesan.. jangan basahkan rambut eiliyah for 7 days. And after 7 days... kena datang balik untuk bukak benang. Hmm.. itu another hal plak. Hopefully Allah tolong ibu skali lagi untuk tidurkan eiliyah time bukak benang tu.

Anyway... below are how it looks after dah jahit. Ibu nak cuci darah2 tu.. ibu tak bberani.. so biar je la...

Nampak cam sakit kan?

Close-up skit...

Balik dari klinik... eiliyah ok... tak cry2 cam menanggung kesakitan. Ibu lega la.... Main and played as usual.. cakap pun banyak.. all as usual. Ibu doakan eiliyah sembuh cepat.. tak sakit and no other bad effect from this injury. Ya Allah... tolonglah sembuhkan anakku and pelihara anakku dari bahaya....

Pah.. until the very end... still felt guilty and susah hati . Now.. it's 2am... and if Pah is still awake... ibu rase.. she's still worried and feeling bad. No worries Pah.. things nak jadik... nak buat cam mane. Eiliyah seems fine... sleeping. Pah jangan risau2 nanti Pah plak yang sakit.

Alamak.. panik sebentar. Baru je kata eilliyah sleeping.. tetibe je she cried so loud.... ingatkan sakit ke... or maybe she tergaru kat tempat luka ke... but nothing.. it's just that she's coughing.. maybe kurang nyenyak and interrupting her sleep.

Ayah...? Yes...of course ayah risaukan eiliyah. Ayah asyik call je tanye your condition. Ibu tau how ayah feels... but eiliyah need to know that ayah is busy working hard for our future sayang...it's all for us. So.. let's help him out.. and not make ayah worry so much about us when his out for his work. Okay dear? These are some of the ways that we can do to help ayah in achieving success... Supporting, understanding an not making him WORRY. All for our brighter future... Insyaallah...